10/10/2021
I’ve hesitated for years about telling some of my experiences in the heavenly realm for various reasons. Mostly I think, fear of man which I know for a lot of us, is a huge giant in our lives. Through a series of circumstances recently, I have killed this goliath in my life and am going to share off and on as I sense the Holy Spirit leading me. My whole premise is that you will see JESUS in a whole different perspective than many religious teachings have taught us.
Since I was 3 I have seen both realms. The heavenly realm and the demonic realm. My poor mother and father many times didn’t know what to do with me. But pray they did!!! And that I’m truly grateful for. So here goes. My heart is that you’ll be encouraged and get a greater view of the REDEMPTIVE Jesus we serve.
The most recent experience I had is while praying I was taken to a library in Heaven. I say “a” library, because I’m sure there are many there. I remember standing at the foot of the two doors which are made of beautiful mahogany and 25 feet tall if not taller. On the doors is engraved the Jewish words, “come and dine. Eat, drink and be filled.” I questioned why those words. It sounded more like you would be entering a restaurant not a library. The Holy Spirit spoke to me and said, “Ellie my words are bread and life to the hungry. Also the words that I speak are like water to a thirsty soul.” He then encouraged me to open the doors and enter in. How do I describe to you what a Library in Heaven looks like. Our english words are so limited at times even to the point of frustration. But I’ll try.
As I opened the door and walked in I immediately was in awe as to the size of this room. Mammoth is an understatement. The walls were massive in height and absolutely filled with books. The walls were not only on the back wall, but both sides and front. All was in beautiful wood with very high ladders for those who were wanting to get to the top of the shelves. The ladders reminded me of a few movies I have seen, where the ladders were on rollers and could roll from place to place.
There were LONG Oak tables with chairs where people were sitting and reading quietly. The length of them I have no idea. You could fit 100’s of people at one time on both sides. Also what struck me was the silence in the room. You could hear a pin drop. Except for every so often hearing a ladder rolling to another place where someone wanted to get a book or information. Each person was very intent on what they were reading. As I just stood there I watched, I was overwhelmed at the beauty and PEACE I felt there. I didn’t want to leave.
The Holy Spirit directed me to a young girl of about 12. I only saw her back. She had blonde hair to her shoulders and had on an eggshell blouse and plaid skirt. Her legs were crossed underneath the table she was sitting at reading intently the book she had in front of her. I watched her closely as she never moved. I then asked the Holy Spirit what she was reading. He said, “Ellie, it’s a story of someone’s life on earth. As she’s reading she is learning. It’s a story of redemption. Remember, just because you’re here, doesn’t mean you stop learning. You continually grow spiritually and understand more clearly because you do not have scales on your eyes any longer than you had on earth. Many have mentors here.” I have to admit I wondered if it was a relative that she was reading about and what she was learning. I didn’t ask. I still was so in awe of where I was.
Then I heard a commotion to the right of me and saw Angels coming into the Library from the left. I had noticed a hallway there at the end of the back wall, which I have had the experience of going down, but that is for another time. I looked at the Holy Spirit and He said nothing, but just nodded for me to watch closely. As I watched, depending on the size of the Angel, whether they needed the ladder or not, they would come and get a book and then have a pencil with an eraser, and begin erasing some things from the book they had in their hand. I of course was baffled, yet curious. I watched for a bit as this continued to go on. The whole time the Holy Spirit was standing right to my left and watching my facial reactions. I finally asked Him as to what was going on. This is what he said. “Ellie, the books that those angels have are books of the very ones they are assigned to on earth. As the one there assigned to repents of whatever sin they committed, they then come and take the book of that one’s life and erase it from the pages of their story. It is never remembered again. It is gone from the story of their life. As soon as He shared this, I thought of my own life and things that I have done. I immediately remembered the verse of scripture that says, “As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.” Psalm 103:12. I began to cry as I watched the Angels do this. The reality of that scripture came alive to me. I felt all regret and shame wash away and the Holy Spirit just held me and let me cry. He was in no hurry. I love that about Him.
Even now as I’m typing this, I’m crying once again. I share this with you because the reality that our sins are erased and not remembered anymore is a truth. People may remember them, but our Heavenly Father DOES NOT!!! Take the time and read Psalms 103. King David wrote that Psalms as most of you know You talk about regrets and shame??? YIKES. But once he repented, the angel assigned to him, found his book in the Library of heaven and erased, deleted, removed forever his transgressions and he then wrote that Psalms. The title of the Psalms is “Praise for the Lord’s Mercies.”